Saturday, 14 July 2007

SAD...


Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!! WHY DO I HAVE THIS KIND OF MOTHER!!!! Just why can't she give me a break because of her i work so hard and because of her i have to give up a lot of things that i like and because of her i lose someone that i love and she only think about her" godson",herself and MONEY$$$ that's all she cares and thats what important to her.......

Can anyone believe it....

She went out of the house in the morning before i did and come back in the night after i sleep (She is not working hor)& in the middle of the night she can just come in and out of my room just to ask me for money$$$


I have to pay her to do housework!!!(She is also staying in the house its her house!!)
I see she no sim card use i give her mine cause scare can't find her ma and guess wat just 1 month she use $190 can u believe it!!! I say i wanna cut off the mobile line she say i dun let her use phone i dun get it my house got phone she dun use than everytime she use hp to call the amt she use on her hp i can at least pay for my hp for 3-4 months bill....

Few months ago when i was very angry with her i say i wanna move out than guess wat she say.....Aiya like that die liao lor no one give her money & no one pay the bill liao lor (Its MONEY$$$ again)

And normal mother will just ask their children how's was their day and have u eaten or something like that right but guess wat my mother say to me everyday i come home she will say remember to give me money hor ....I wan money hor....The money u give me not enough hor .....Give me money to pay hp bill hor(cause last time her hp bill still haven clear ma)....Give me money for transport hor.....EVERYDAY!!!!

And today when i came home fr doctor she scold me say the money i give her not enough ah or wat la than i told her actually i wanna give her the money to pay the bill de since she like that scold me than i say i dun wanna give her liao lor ........wow the next sec her face turn happy liao....& i was fixing my TV ma (Its spoilt by her) than she come ask me aiya ting ah do u need my help ah or wat la than i was like u dun be so fake la onli when i say wanna give u money than u so good to me than i really very angry liao than i stop fixing the TV than go back to my room and close the door.....

Why do i have this kind of mother if i could turn back time i will choose not to come into this world but i still felt happy and bless to have a good sister & good father (papa i love u even u are not in this world le but i believe u are always watching over us...)cause they been really good to me and my friends that is always there for me i really wanna thx all of u hahaha just need to let out all the things that is store in my heart for so long.....at least i felt better to move on with my life cause life have to go on no matter what.........

No comments: