I hav always see the one i love always taken by others and i hav always help them and not letting them no that i like them but in the end i hav nothing and also onli hurt myself more and more and get my heart cut deeper and deeper is my life really going to be that bad always will i even find my soul mate?? I guess not....
I seems confidence but i am really weak on the inside ..... Few years ago i thought he is the one for me and give me that kinda feeling he is the one i wan to spend my life with....But in the end it just turn out to be a dream a dream that hurt and make me sad and it will always be hide deep inside my heart...It has been 2 years since i hav seal up my feeling for someone ...
Y am i always falling into this kind of things ??Is fate really going to play me again and again and again??I am really really veri tired of all this games and i dun wanna go on like this any more!!!The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.....and the greatest distance on earth is not north and south, it is when I am right in front of you and you do not know that I love you....If I could control my heart, I would stop it from falling in love with you....But i finally understand that if u love someone just let it go if it come back it will always be urs but if not it was never urs to begine with.....
But i some how no that god hav sent me a few angels to guide me and be with me to overcome this and he also make me understand that actually i hav a lot of people around me that cares and love me( I remember that i once told someone that god can't borrow me his shoulder cause i can't see him & i can't feel him but he sent angels around to borrow their shoulder to me )One of my angel is having a hard time at this point of time so i hope that i can also be her angel to guide & help her overcome her problem so both of us must JIA YOU!!!
